we are suppose to talk about ourselves, but not in that teen angst
"i listen to the dresden dolls and paint my nails black" kind of way
we are suppose to dig deeper...
so here we go
my name is ayanna bryant
and i am terrified of failure,
the first step to recovery is admitting there is a problem...
i bite my nails
i cry alot because i don't know what to do with my emotions
i am overly sensitive and it gets the best of me
it takes me forever to get over things, im spiteful and it sucks
i am not perfect, but i constantly like to put on this facade that i am
i am the "funny one" but in reality i am just talking about my life...
you just find it amusing.
i am all about equality, being apart of both GLSEN and Trevor Project
yet i judge people, my friends so harshly
i am a walking contradiction
i don't think im all bad though
if anything, i am overly confident in certain areas
i always think that my way is the right way
i always think that my photographs are the best, and its hard for me to take critics
i am funny
i am witty
i have my own personal style, and i try not to let people influence that
i do care about what people think of me
people in my school have this idea of me, alot of them think im a lesbian
i wonder if its because i don't put myself out there like other girls
im not a tease
i don't flirt with people just to flirt,
i am socially awkward and to be honest,i prefer my own company over others
i try to be open and honest with myself
but when i do it just sounds like i am really insecure and bagging on myself
to be honest with everyone, i love myself
to be honest with you, i only trust myself
sorry i had to make a poem there
see i am always making everything a joke
i hate being serious
maybe thats my problem
photography by: jason lee perry
